Mr. NGX

He runs through my mind.

 

DELETED NGX'S PICTURE ON 08/04/08

 

I wonder what he likes to do besides play tennis, video games and massage. On top of that when I see him I get tongue-tied and can't think of anything to say to him. Gosh I'm such a geek.

 

I have lots of x-rated activites that I would like to do it with him. 

 

Deleted NGX's second picture on 08/04/08 

 

Update

 

I'm changing pictures. Just playing safe. Not using Mr. NGX's real picture. One never knows who will come across this blog. Yikes, I don't even want to imagine if one of my friends finds out that I admire someone secretly and happens to know NGX, furthermore what happens if he finds out by accident NGX he happens to come across this blog himself? Well that would be very unlikely since we don't socialize or have the the same cirlce of friends.Would he even figure it out that I'm talking about him? Possibly. On the other hand what would happen if he did? Sure it might make him feel uneasy but he could take the high road and feel flattered that another guy finds him quite attractive even if his type or not. He can relax because at least I'm not stalking him and that's because I'

m too busy to pine over him, but what would tip me over the edge if did bring it to my attention would not be the rejection but his remarks, embarrassment, humiliation(I don't think he'd stoop that low to humiliate or ridicule someone...well one never knows) and hearing from him to not come near him. Oh the rejection.

I still find it amazing the pictures I can find on the Net that looks like someone I know. This under 30 guy sorta looks like him(remember I said sorta not exactly) - body shape, similiar hair cut, same color hair and a little darker skin color. NGX turns red when he's out in the sun - he doesn't tan. There is more I can say about him...where he lives, what Yahoogroups he belongs to, his postings to the Yahoogroups, his restaurants reviews and his Yahoo! profile and posting his profile would be a big give-away of who I'm talking about. At least I'm smart enough not to give out his e-mail address(come to think of it that would be downright stupid).  He's quite a popular guy. 

 

As for the cock on the guy it's not like NGX. NGX's cock swerves when he's hard.

 

 

# 08/04/08, 4:42 PM